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This blog should be shut for quite a while.

By the way, Polonaise Brilliante was performed quite successfully.

Followed by some studies and headache problem

I am confused, again.

it's rainy season...

it's raining

Nightmare Adventure 2

It was a mind game.

With conversation throughout, it lasted a night.

Looked like homeless idiots, felt like romantic gift to your life.

A test of luck.

Dream of another nightmare has finally came true.

Memory of the Night-Peak-Adventure recalls

New posts replace old

Mind game started at 1:30

A swimming suit exposed the nightmare

Night in Kennedy Town was peaceful

until Moris Mountain...

'Nightmare' is horrible, yet exciting

Passing between graves, barking dogs

A special night was covered with no fog

We talked a lot

Walked a lot

Cyberport:

an aged ruined castle

Wah Fu:

buildings just like horror films

For 3 hours of hell like moving

million meters of walk

Two exhausted bodies reached a beach

Jumped into an entire black sea

It was a dream

but I left something behind

Letters to Fong

Let me begin by congratulating Fong, a courage cycling newbie. He has finally learnt how to bike under rain in only 3 hours~ It's all my fault~ It's all my work too~

There should be an adventure last week before I started my addiction on practicing 'Initial D' on my borrowed bike. Sorry to hear the sickness of Desmond, we are going to crush the world some days. Most probably this Saturday, if the world allows us to.

People without love, they can become fearless craps

People with love, they are not living for themselves...

July is the fastest month of the whole year.

Dear Mr. Earth,

Please slow down as I command.

I will love you so much!

I record down my emotional change and analysis, and I need to write another letter...

Dear Mr./Mrs. Weather,

Please 'Sunny' all the days of the year.

I will love you so much!

But the world will end very soon, and I have to write...

Dear God,

Please safe this planet and all good people.

I will go to the church every Sunday!

I tended to write more, but I don't have their address. No replies to me...

I might had a big change in early 2009 after the depression on December 08. I thought that I had lost so many things, those are important to me and I gave them up. Now after a half-year of settling down, I want to work hard on chasing back those originally belong to me. I tried my best. I need a good weather maybe~ So that one day I will have a chance.

I need to show them that my time has come again~

I am still the original classic Sunny~

Golden Coast

Two sunny days made two people from two different place get burnt.

Golden Coast does have a brilliant heading,

but trash...

Park Island has banned the title Home,

and became another crowded place.

Time for discovery!

13th July: I should never forget this day ^^

School result didn't change a bit...

CE is coming in one year

I can finally start to feel it, great!

September will be a month of Diploma

followed by November, the month of Polonaise Brilliante

The 2009 will ended up with studying and violin performing..

Centralized Scheme's friends, we have finally grouped together,

after one year of Saturday-lessons.

An official Boy Monitor,

is still missing homework...

I hope I can enjoy the summer

I hope I can concentrate more if I work

Anyway, It's summer time!

Sunny everywhere~

Welcome, Desmond

Lessons of this month teach everyone a lot.

No one learnt from them...

Examination period... busy, busy, busy...

I've got to wait until the recreation next thursday, but first, I have to meet up with Desmond, and I do miss her for not seeing two weeks only...

Guys, Desmond has arrived last mid-night!

Party Time!

Leaving at 2nd Sept.

Sarasate's Navarra will be performed in early July

Jackson and I will be on stage...

We will probably ruin it, I could feel the smell coming...

Plan for the summer?

Prefer adventuring, spending time with Desmond and the others

Still need to study...

Look forward to a more relax and longer summer next year..

Everyone is changing now...

Never try to change someone to what you wish to! Never!

Let go of them, return to their nature~

(I looked like a girl in this one.... Girl is NOT my nature!)

Another month has gone

26th:

MacLehose was once the soul of this site, now I have ditched him.I could see his tears coming out, coz' he asked the weather to show me.

A couple of days before, I proved one more theory: Do not Rush. It works for all things I have seen. Never get yourself too excited, too nervous on something... or you'll probably get a bad ending...

Seems I have lost my beat on everything. The Sunny-last-Christmas was way stronger than the one recently. This's what I feel. I really don't want to lose the darker side, but it happens. I was fearless, nothing was restricted me, it's just I couldn't let go of my bright side... It always attracts people, because you will feel much more relax once you can really put everything down. No one knows the result. I won't get another try for now... It's exhausted, turning me crazy for the recovery, spiritual battles and explode your mind into two.

About the writing stuff, it is a failure again...

A busy life turn me lost in beat, I wish I could just.... do something with it. Cloudy with heavy

rain these days, it will be Sunny right?

27th: Another Day has gone

Saint-Saens No.3 finale has blocked my way to achieve the Scottish Fantasy, I wanted to throw the score out of the window but I didn't, just a tiny little bit to finish...

This is a week that few of my friends have to really burn up all their fuels. For the lovely one who's not feeling quite well, has to attack the school's crazy tests and extra-classes. Fully support... only if I can help... For my new friend who's gonna take the DipABRSM this Friday, good luck!!! I haven't listened to your playing, yet it would be fine.

I wish I can have time to star reorganize my life. It could be

dangerous somehow, that's why I wanna leave it to sometime later, after I am fully revived. Thoughts and feels are flashing to me, there is always unknown factors turning things not right. I want to know how and why, I have to know. I hope you can let me think of it later; I also hope another you to help me deal with it if you exist.

28th :Another Another Day has gone

Everything is really not going right!

Not at school, not at violin, not at me!

I wanna poke myself with a 5-inches sharp knife!

I wanna self-destruct for another 5 days!

I wanna forget all the things and turn back to 5!

May I jump off from 25 floor and say goodbye to everything?

May I let go of everything and do what I did last Christmas?

May I ask for signals?

When is it now?

What is left to duel with?

Are there tons of homework and pieces to practice?

How to make everything more efficient?

Competition is everything...

I hate time

It never goes right with me.

I am the loser

Time is the controller...

What have I done recently?

I really can't think of anything...

Like splitting myself into two extreme characters

Killing myself by the mind-explosion

Once again,

I couldn't think,

I couldn't rest...

Once again,

I lost,

I gave up...

Is this my new lifestyle?

To disappear for couple of weeks every season?

I don't wanna think about it

I am the ugliest fire in my heart out of the world

It doesn't go out

Never...

Relax for a cup of coffee

It's April 1st but winter monsoon still hasn't gone... The uniform test will start from tomorrow till 16th with a 11-days-Easter holidays between. What for?

MacLehose memories are getting blurrier everyday. When will be the time to go hiking again? Who knows.

My mind goes empty with tiredness thoughts filled inside every now and then. Sometimes all I want is a real timeout for me to reorganize and think deeply about every thing that just happened. What I mean "Just happened" are probably those happened months ago, or even years ago. To rediscover my thoughts as a reference, comparing old theories with new ones. It takes time, which I do not have much. With few questions I want to avoid investing, I often get lost. Let myself goes mindless, lead to unstable behaviors and emotions.

Nice place for me to write about, but seems like I need more.

Writing is different from having conversation, they are totally separated. It's hard to tell that differences but somehow there are.

The Curious Case of Kelvin Leung

Nice job for our principle to invite a poor little schoolmate twice to the morning assembly because of his untidy uniform; Great work for his new useless and unachievable English policy which he had introduced for an hour, I feel sorry for those innocents who have involved to take part in, setting up as many english campaigns as they can. Once again, I don't care about this new thing, it's not my business... or maybe yes, but I'm not gonna change the way at school somehow.

Basically, most of you know what's happening to me quite well, that I am having a relationship But I'm not gonna post some many photos of us here because this blogger is still a record of my other adventures which I would only post them here but not facebook, the photos will.

For the very first time, I went Maclehose Trail I with her. It is quite a shock to me that she didn't care pretty much about her life, so I did take the responsible. I should have shorten the length of the trail, or maybe next time when she wanna go back to the beautiful beach with clear sands and unpolluted sea that can finally reflect the sunlight from the light-blue cloudless sky and paint there bright, so we can feel the sunshine and smell the air of summer and fresh water in nature. Though it wasn't the case that day, man, I feel regret, I really need to shorten the length, so with the time, and energy consumed.

The frequency of a dog lover has influenced another.

Brad Pitt was very cool in the film

Jim Carrey has done a great work yesterday in Yes Man

We started going out quite often every Saturday without planning where to go and what to do. It often gives us surprises, it feels wonderful.

13th: I couldn't stop thinking about her and I did met her that night. What a exhausted day started up with hours of out-of-tone Smetana's overture, hurrying news report and carrying a sleepy soul to have the weekly violin lesson?

14th: Went to Hong Kong Park with her, refreshing memories of the place, taking photos while walking around this place with unstopped chatting and laughing. Then spent twenty minutes on buying Peak tram tickets, it made me recall the scene in McDull, if you know what I mean. Girls like eating, no matter if it is a chocolate bar or not, what I found out is that, Dryers is really attractive. I was reborn on Saturdays, and got killed on the next day.

Flash

4 days training were held, starting from a week before. An ambitious boy went for training while the lazy mid-aged father was going on vacation, it made the poor little house went up side down. The pre-adventure started when I had just got off the ferry, stepping towards a lion's mouth.

We bought snacks, noodles needed for the next three days, few films for mid-night relaxation, a set of boxing stuff. But that didn't make the day special enough.

The night was horrible, I've processed the four stages of drinking alcohol: trying the first few glasses, having more and more, dizzying back home without safety, vomiting while you sleep! I've tried, even I vomited on my bed while I was sleeping, like an explosion of a volcano, lavas all around the bed and the ground, burning on my face. I went to the washroom, looking at a monster in the mirror and cleaning up the lavas which sticked on it. We've actually left that smelly room along to the next day...

I didn't sleep well, the stomach wasn't feeling good at all. For some reasons, I had to clean the remaining horrible, disgusting shit in my room. Nice father would NOT help his son because he was so nice... I was alone in that room, using my mouth to breath for the whole process. There was no tools except a towel and a container. I shouldn't write about it or this post may be blocked by blogger. After like an hour of war, I could only use diluted shampoo to clear up the smell, it worked lucky.

We went around in the city, played snooker, played Initial D third stage and so on.

Every time we went home, our boxing training began. Since we had to get rid of the smell at home, we opened the window, it was a huge mistake.

The second night, we were watching the DVD we bought there, Max Payne, then went to another room, trying to get some rest for the next day. I was just like sleeping with mosquitos. They were everywhere, uncountable! I got annoyed by them, flying around my ears, I killed two of them, they continued, I gave up, I covered my ears.

I looked at another monster in the mirror the next day, full of dots. I tried to suicide, but I failed, I didn't know the way to......

Whatever, I've been back to hong kong, everyone saw my face, laughed out loud. I cut my hair, it was too short again. Now, I am waiting for tomorrow. But the next thing I want to do is MacLehose again, I count on you, my legs!

 

Park Island

When everything start to calm down for a while, I get bored. And when everything start to change up side down, I get lost. What a shit life, but it's also interesting to figure it out, live with this feel.

At least I feel much more comfortable with it recently as I've finally finished my exam. It will be suck but I deserve it and I accept it before my exam had started. It would be a great war in next month I guess, when all test papers are coming back my home... Couldn't imagine.

Park Island, the island out away from Tseun Wan, beside the Ching Ma Bridge. This beautiful island was introduced by Sarah, thanks. The first time I went there really amazed me a lot, those stars at night were really shine and beautiful, I've never seen that much stars. One bad news that day was I couldn't lie on the beach or my mom could kill me, Sarah did, it's not fair!

(This was the first time I went there, we were in the ferry)

The second time we went there that's yesterday, there was cloudy and temperature dropped extremely fast after sunset. We could never see the real sunset, though~

It was a great place without too many vehicles. There is a linkage to the Ching Ma Bridge, or there will be no cars, and that's what I wish. Those buses were running electricity so they reduce pollution which is a good news. I could feel the MacLehose once again when I lied down on the beach- The second time, I changed a summer shirt or mom will know I went to beach, that's cold.

(Quite a few numbers of girl like adventure like she does)

(At least there are some photos of me...) 

(and this is Sarah, her hair color changed when she took photos...)

(Her idea...)