My writing habit

When I try to make myself writing post almost every day, it's amazing to see how I look into things, things that happen so often that I don't normally see. Usually they become the deepest struggle inside me at all time, as I never look things like what they look. I used to be told by that, and everyone does that I am sure, though there isn't any good. Then I also find some habits on my writing, whether I like it or not. See the fact that I seldom describe much about events circling me. The fact that I intensionally changed my writing habit in these few posts, not to put things in front of you, and say you.... or ...yourself. Now I guess that's one step of how I should start facing myself, I am not saying others, it's just me.

For a long enough time, when I am traveling on a trip that is close to Tsuen Wan, or even at some stations and lines on MTR, there's always some misty eyes going around. Once there was that kind of the most important girl in the world, now became a total stranger, even I don't know if she is now still existing. I could only check by adding her in whatsapp temporally, to see her status.

I still remember that once I liked to look at the back when traveling on vehicles like tram, ferry, you know what I mean. Everyone does, right? Regrets, attacca, hopeless, attacca, accept, attacca, smirking. 3rd movement in relative major, others minor.

Another fact is that I write tons of darkness on my post, only if we can weight darkness.

Now I just stay on my life. Anyhow. Time goes, people change. I just know that I didn't die in Sai Kung, means there is something waiting for me. (Tonic PAC)